goodbye 2009

it is the time to say goodbye to 2009

few more days. 2010 is started. i gonna to take my exam in this year, STPM :( i don't like it. feel STRESS

anyway. we aren't child anymore. we must face the truth that im gonna to take STPM.this is a fact which is cant changed. well, i hope i could do well in the exam. =D when school is started. i will concentrate on my studies. no more hang out with friends. Erm, isn't no more. it should be say as reduce to hang out with friends. i want to get my result with flying colour ~

3 a.m right now, it is time to sleep. good night everyone.

the 100th day

第几个100天 还是很有感觉
用眼睛去素描 你内心的世界
第几个100天 也像刚热恋
两个人手一牵 连命运都改变

in the N 100th day

im still have the feeling to you

i've used my eyes to imagine

imaging the the world in your heart

in the N 100th day

it just like the day which we'd started to love

when we're holding each other hands

the fate is changed by us.   

25 . 12 . 2009

hello all my friends.

Merry Christmas ya ~

today is Christmas.

nothing special

no snow in our country

( Malaysia is a tropical country ==" )

but the Christmas's mode still in the air

everybody's saying Merry Xmas to each other

by sms, facebook , ect ~

later my best buddies.

syinnn~

we'll go to huiling's new house.

to gathering ..

after that i will go to another friend's house

to celebrate Christmas

Enjoy my night ~~~

Merry Christmasss =)

niceee

tonight is the nicest night ever for me.

meet me halfway. ~

can you meet me halfway ~

:)

good night.

stable.

" dude, how's your life ? "

" umm, my life arh? "

" yea, your life. . . . . . "

" i think my life full of happiness, anger, sorrows and laugh .

like this only could stable my life . ~ "

" ... ... ..... ... ..... ...... .... "

what a stable my life

s t a b l e

she's having messy thing in her mind right now

what am i doing now.

i really dont know.

i don't know how to describe myself right now .

what am i doing now.

i hate myself much right now.

am i a bytch ?

am i a doll ?

who am i?

when you need me , want me.

only remember me. even get me after this

after that. forget the previous when you get the new one.

who am i ? what am i ?

i don't know what i am doing now.

all messy thing keep running in my head.

DAMN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

" how are you after you break with him? "

" ok ? well ? "

WHAT THE Fxxx !!!!

he is nothing for me , please.

dont ask me this kind of question again .

" why you smoking just now? "

Im just play .

i am a player but not a smoker.

" i hate girls who are smoker . "

no people like it.

including me. all right~

i will never touch it again.

NEVER ~

Chew. thanks. i will not be a smoker like you

i promise. PROMISE.

i need someone right now.

yes, it is .

i really need someone to console me

make me better, calm me.

who will be the person ?

who will be the person ?

i want a real man.

a REAL man.

that is what i want.

My 18 ♥ ♥

this post is special to

someone who earlier celebrated for my birthday

Firstly.

i want thanks to my lovely sister , cousin Kate and Weiling

who earlier celebrated for my birthday at Carlifonia, KLCC . ^^

thanks for the delicious + expensive cheese cake.

and also the skirt ( actually i really don't know when can i wear it for )

but. a THANK YOU is needed to say to you all.

THANKS !

Secondly.

i want thanks to my best friend, Alsace.

who in Australia now.

thanks for the nice + unique birthday card.

that really is a surprise from you !

yesterday night, when i woke up from sleeping.

i saw a white square envelope on my table.

and TO : SHINE LIM is written on it.

so i took it and took a scissors to cut the envelope.

wow ~ the birthday card is nice and

i m still don't know who is the sender.

lol~ maybe is someone sent to my house.

then my mum put it on my table.

THANKS FOR ALSACE AND THE SECRET SENDER. (=

NEXT.

im just come beck from old town.

with Hong Loong , Mr. Pang and Qing Rui.

they bought me a cake from Secret Recipe.

but it is hard to eat. not nice :(

haha. whatever ~ THANKS FOR IT !!

they asked what is my wish for 18 birthday.

i told them : " i hope i could be taller another 5 cm" .

they said " no boy want me if another 5cm comes to me " .

to be continue . .

the chemical reaction in your heart ♥ ♥

we smile when we meet.

we don't talk much.

but i know something.

that's i have you in my heart .

all above are the chemical reaction in our heart.

in human's heart

♥

LOVE it

. S m o g .

it just like smog.

blur~

cant see clearly.

S m o g

KEL

oh my dude.

you are a unpredictable man.

for me.

BUT ~

whatever you're thinking right now

i can guess it

even know it.

A L L

because i can read your mind.

i m your mind reader.

=D

I will be your mind reader continuously .

Officially missing you .

hey boys and girls.

i miss you all.

how you all doing ?

well?

i'm officially missing you all.

wish you all have a nice and enjoyable holiday

take good cares to all my BUDDIES.

* this post is exclusive for someone.

i hope she read it.