goodbye 2009

it is the time to say goodbye to 2009

few more days. 2010 is started. i gonna to take my exam in this year, STPM :( i don't like it. feel STRESS

anyway. we aren't child anymore. we must face the truth that im gonna to take STPM.this is a fact which is cant changed. well, i hope i could do well in the exam. =D when school is started. i will concentrate on my studies. no more hang out with friends. Erm, isn't no more. it should be say as reduce to hang out with friends. i want to get my result with flying colour ~

3 a.m right now, it is time to sleep. good night everyone.

the 100th day

第几个100天 还是很有感觉
用眼睛去素描 你内心的世界
第几个100天 也像刚热恋
两个人手一牵 连命运都改变

in the N 100th day

im still have the feeling to you

i've used my eyes to imagine

imaging the the world in your heart

in the N 100th day

it just like the day which we'd started to love

when we're holding each other hands

the fate is changed by us.   

25 . 12 . 2009

hello all my friends.

Merry Christmas ya ~

today is Christmas.

nothing special

no snow in our country

( Malaysia is a tropical country ==" )

but the Christmas's mode still in the air

everybody's saying Merry Xmas to each other

by sms, facebook , ect ~

later my best buddies.

syinnn~

we'll go to huiling's new house.

to gathering ..

after that i will go to another friend's house

to celebrate Christmas

Enjoy my night ~~~

Merry Christmasss =)

niceee

tonight is the nicest night ever for me.

meet me halfway. ~

can you meet me halfway ~

:)

good night.

stable.

" dude, how's your life ? "

" umm, my life arh? "

" yea, your life. . . . . . "

" i think my life full of happiness, anger, sorrows and laugh .

like this only could stable my life . ~ "

" ... ... ..... ... ..... ...... .... "

what a stable my life

s t a b l e

she's having messy thing in her mind right now

what am i doing now.

i really dont know.

i don't know how to describe myself right now .

what am i doing now.

i hate myself much right now.

am i a bytch ?

am i a doll ?

who am i?

when you need me , want me.

only remember me. even get me after this

after that. forget the previous when you get the new one.

who am i ? what am i ?

i don't know what i am doing now.

all messy thing keep running in my head.

DAMN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

" how are you after you break with him? "

" ok ? well ? "

WHAT THE Fxxx !!!!

he is nothing for me , please.

dont ask me this kind of question again .

" why you smoking just now? "

Im just play .

i am a player but not a smoker.

" i hate girls who are smoker . "

no people like it.

including me. all right~

i will never touch it again.

NEVER ~

Chew. thanks. i will not be a smoker like you

i promise. PROMISE.

i need someone right now.

yes, it is .

i really need someone to console me

make me better, calm me.

who will be the person ?

who will be the person ?

i want a real man.

a REAL man.

that is what i want.

My 18 ♥ ♥

this post is special to

someone who earlier celebrated for my birthday

Firstly.

i want thanks to my lovely sister , cousin Kate and Weiling

who earlier celebrated for my birthday at Carlifonia, KLCC . ^^

thanks for the delicious + expensive cheese cake.

and also the skirt ( actually i really don't know when can i wear it for )

but. a THANK YOU is needed to say to you all.

THANKS !

Secondly.

i want thanks to my best friend, Alsace.

who in Australia now.

thanks for the nice + unique birthday card.

that really is a surprise from you !

yesterday night, when i woke up from sleeping.

i saw a white square envelope on my table.

and TO : SHINE LIM is written on it.

so i took it and took a scissors to cut the envelope.

wow ~ the birthday card is nice and

i m still don't know who is the sender.

lol~ maybe is someone sent to my house.

then my mum put it on my table.

THANKS FOR ALSACE AND THE SECRET SENDER. (=

NEXT.

im just come beck from old town.

with Hong Loong , Mr. Pang and Qing Rui.

they bought me a cake from Secret Recipe.

but it is hard to eat. not nice :(

haha. whatever ~ THANKS FOR IT !!

they asked what is my wish for 18 birthday.

i told them : " i hope i could be taller another 5 cm" .

they said " no boy want me if another 5cm comes to me " .

to be continue . .

the chemical reaction in your heart ♥ ♥

we smile when we meet.

we don't talk much.

but i know something.

that's i have you in my heart .

all above are the chemical reaction in our heart.

in human's heart

♥

LOVE it

. S m o g .

it just like smog.

blur~

cant see clearly.

S m o g

KEL

oh my dude.

you are a unpredictable man.

for me.

BUT ~

whatever you're thinking right now

i can guess it

even know it.

A L L

because i can read your mind.

i m your mind reader.

=D

I will be your mind reader continuously .

Officially missing you .

hey boys and girls.

i miss you all.

how you all doing ?

well?

i'm officially missing you all.

wish you all have a nice and enjoyable holiday

take good cares to all my BUDDIES.

* this post is exclusive for someone.

i hope she read it.

▲ TRiangle ....

Triangle..

don't know since when...

i fall to it ..

whenever , whatever.

always at the middle

a Triangle appears in my life..

in my life ~

shinyee's goodbye kiss

SHINNYYEEEEE ..

i have nothing to say.

but.

just shinyee's goodbye kiss..

that is it .

=D

he . she . it

i used a second to know you.

i used a minute to like you.

i used a hour to fall to you.

i used my life to forget you.

i like the first three sentence.

the last one.

hmm ~

not really like it .

someone just like a sweet candy for me.

once i tried it.

i hope i can get it more and more for him.

that person sure is him

h@ppy day

Today i feel happy,don't know why. My mood just like singing all the time, the dancing mode is following me from morning until now.Hehehehe~ I really don't know why. Maybe.. err.. something..haha~ Yesterday i had a NICE sleep zzZZ and also had a sweet sweet dream. LOL ~ School holidays is coming soon, and tomorrow will be the last day for me in lower 6. And my 17 is gonna finish soon !! This means my birthday is coming soon. xD ( Hmmm Hmm ~~ my friends.. you all know what suppose you all need to do wad. Haha ~ ) My favorite bracelet missing already. Super sad..T.T That is my favorite and i love it much. But now. Missing already. Haiz~ " Where are you, my bracelet ? come beck to me .. =(Yest after pizza, we went to Cheir Ling's house for playing guitar. Suddenly, i realized my bracelet missing already. i searched it in my car, her house, even the road. At last, i still can't find it. T.T If anyone see it, kindly take beck to me.(this is impossible ) Yesterday, my brother told me he got a new pet. It's a black puppy and it's name is 面包 . what a cute name. Hope 面包 happy everyday and welcome you to my family. ^^ It is our 3rd son of our family. Douglas > Elmer > 面包 Next time i will post their pic at here. it is time to bed. good night everyone.. (=

l o v e

Love comes and leaves without sound.

It will not let you know when it comes.

It comes by surprising.

Makes your days brighter.

When it leaves, your sky will full of cloud.

Then, rain fall with non stop.

This is the natural disaster of human's heart

Whooo whoooooo xD

.. FINALLY ..

i can do it !

thanks to all my friends ^^

glad to have you all by my side

really love you all.

thanks to :

my dearest a dai

my lovely syin

then ween hwua :)

kia hui ^^

chui yin x)

ALBERT !! you're the best ever

kai yuan.. (nasi ayam merah)

barbarian

dada ling

and lil soktheng...

sinlik , andrian also la ^^

thanks you all...

really love u all xD

and ...

sorry to my daddy and mummy..

now i only know both of you care me the most..

NOTHING IS BETTER THAN MY DADDY & MUMMY

muackzzz... xp

i can live without you.

but..

i cant live without my family..

this is what i get from you.

Thanks you dear~

GIRL ~

girl ~

you're " BRAND NEW " now...

let's forget the past..

and go further your journey..

you cant stop at here..

RUN for your future

Now..

i have my new lifestyle..

no sms, no chatting every night..

concentrate on my studies..

haizz..

really lonely..

BUT...

that is okay..

it does matter to me..

just enjoy my life ..

do whatever i want, i wish for..

FUTURE IS IN YOUR HAND

Looking at the right handside

umm...

raining season

moody mode are around for me..

birds flying in the sky..

hope i could be like them ..

flying freely in the sky..

no worries all the time ~~~

maybe for someone..

now is the best time for them..

the greatest time for them..

they enjoying the raining season..

and enjoying their life..

whilee....

i have been standing at the junction for a time..

i think now is the time..

for me to begin my journey ..

yes...

i can do it...

on the road . the T-Junction

we are here now. the T - junction

how long we used to walk on this road ?

only both of us know ..

although it didn't take a long time but..

it is the sweetest time for me

now..

we are at the T junction..

turn left or turn right

we only can choose either both of one.

he turns left ..

while I'm still standing at the junction ..